fifty-one,

fifty,

Forget the guy that doesn't care for you,
the guy that cheats on you, uses you for sex and denies it.

The guy that abandons you for his friends
and the guy that dumped you because he 'was sick of it'.

Forget the guy that puts you last,
and the guy that calls you when it’s convenient for him.

Forget the guy that calls you cute and pretty, instead of beautiful.

Forget the guy that puts you down,
that isn't proud of you, that competes with you.

Forget the guy that won't take no for an answer,
and the guy that makes you cry yourself to sleep.

Forget the guy that gets with other girls,
that hurts you 'unintentionally', yet does it time and time again.

Forget the guy that calls you begging for forgiveness, he isn't worth it.

Forget the guy that you can't trust,
forget the guy that has made months of your life miserable.

Forget the guy that ruined your other relationships.
Forget the guy that makes you wait for him.
Forget the guy that thinks of someone else while you’re thinking of him.
Forget the guy that lies every day.
Forget the guy that doesn't know how to love you.
Forget the guy you can't forgive.

Forget the guy that made it clear,
he could forget about you.

forty-nine,

seventhirty, wide awake
After a while, you get sick of caring and you’re too hurt to fight.
Sometimes no matter what you do, things won’t be alright.
Anyone can give up - it’s the easiest thing in the world to do.
But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart
is true strength
It won’t ever be happy everyday, just gotta make sure I get through all of it okay
Sometimes people get sick & tired of falling down, and when that happens,
we just stop trying our best
You thought I would tell you.
I also thought I would leave you alone.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone,
you’ll take the hit.
Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be
You can’t control when you lose your heart.
The only thing you can do is trust,
trust that the person who has your heart realizes it’s value
I think I’ve discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it
I miss you.
Whenever something funny happens, I always want you to tell you about it

forty-eight,

Look closer,
do you see anything?

forty-seven,

Smile to let everyone know that today,
you’re a lot stronger than you were yesterday.

forty-six,

And then I remembered the sweet sound of your voice and I closed my eyes.
For just a couple of seconds you were back again.
For just a couple of seconds everything was back to how things used to be.
I smile
I'm broken, I'm tired.
I still miss the time when I was inspired.
I'll never tell you what's all in my head
I swear, with every beat of my heart
A while ago, we were complete strangers.
Now look at us. We can't live without each other
Love is like writing his name
on a fogged up car window...
it may fade with time but if you look deep
enough it will always be there
You know when he stares at you for longer than a second that he's thinking about you too
You missed out; you really did. And you'll never even know it.
Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out,
and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told.
Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again,
just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back
Set it free, let it go
I don’t care how many fish there are in the sea. I don’t want a fish. I want you.

forty-five,

I love you so much, it consumes me

forty-four,

So because I wear my heart on my sleeve
I honestly couldn't tell anyone why I loved you.
I just always had this feeling
that we were meant to be together
Maybe we're too young
and I don't even know what's real
but I know I've never wanted anything so bad
I've never wanted anyone so bad
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul
Soul mate: two little words, one big concept.
A belief that someone, somewhere, is holding the key to your heart
You're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters,
your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears
Somehow, even in my worst moments,
you make me so incredibly happy
I made a choice to finally let go,
because I can't stand the pain,
it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again
Memory is a way of holding on to things you love,
the things you are, the people you never want to lose

forty-three,

You wanted a definition

forty-two

Have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn't because you knew your heart wouldn't be able to handle the answer?

forty-one,

HEARTS,

It was the best first kiss in the history of first kisses.
It was as sweet as sugar. And it was warm, as warm as pie.
The whole world opened up and I fell inside.
I don't know where I was, but I didn't care.
I didn't care because the only person who mattered was there with me
Sometimes, don't you wish your life was a movie?
That way you could rewind your favorite parts,
fast forward the parts were you cry,
and the ending is always happy
This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
The worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they're up to when the truth is they've stopped wondering about you a long time ago
If in the end we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationships we were afraid to have and the
decisions we waited too long to make.
So maybe it's true
Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something
you never really had. What would've happened, didn't

forty,

Really.

thirty-nine,

I hate that time before you go to sleep at night because that’s when all the thoughts you’ve been trying to avoid start to linger in your mind.
You change for two reasons; either you learn enough that you want to, or you’ve been hurt enough that you have to.
Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. And just because you saw it doesn’t mean it’s true either.
What messes us up the most is that we all have this perfect picture in our minds of how things should be
Keep the faith